To die, I think, would be an interesting experience. Not the physical act of dying, to be sure, but the absolution of the final word. The final blink. The last breath, snatched from our lips, always sooner than we would like. None of us know, of course, what death is like. None have lived to tell the tale. Yet what a relief it must be, from the constant task of existing, that is all we have ever known. To be nothing. To feel nothing, is unimaginable, but somehow, so desirable. Us mere mortals can do naught but wait, and wait for Death to choos his moment. Though we are all followed by the shadow that is indeed Death, there is one thingwe can
The gates to my heart...? by booyakashin, literature
Literature
The gates to my heart...?
The gates to my heart
A brick wall
A fluttering heart
A fleeting thought
It is here that we part
Dancing fingers
Playing on a leaf
Mouth moves
Clenching its teeth
A chin sticks out
Eyes shall not cry
A wobbling lip
I will defy
And then it comes
Dignity fails
Eyes blink hard
Heart quails
A lip is bitten
Now this is war
I shut the gates
I want no more
The dam spills over
It was full to the brim
Tears spill out
My thoughts weren't a whim
A head droops
A face drenched in water
The gates burst open
There within, is slaughter
Oh god
please don't go
Don't leave me
I need you
Oh god
I can't think
what will it be like
when you're...
gone
oh god
please
i love you too much
you can't give up now
Please
Don't leave me
It's not your time
Oh god
Don't go
Please
I need you
Right here beside me
You're too wonderful
What about those murderers?
They get prison
You
You are dying
You have no second chance
Oh god
We need you
All of us
Please
Please stay
I can't beleive you left
you left us to our tears
you gave up
Or did you?
did you just lose that round
to win the next?
I can't beleive you left
You keep a book of secrets by booyakashin, literature
Literature
You keep a book of secrets
You keep a book of secrets
You keep it by your arm
You wont let me read it
As if I might do it harm
You keep a book of secrets
You keep it secretly
You wont let me have a peek
Its not like its messy
You keep a book of secrets
You wont show it to me
I know we all have secrets
Things others shouldnt see
You keep a book of secrets
But its more than just a book
You show it to your best friend
But you wont let me look
You keep a book of secrets
But its more than just a book
Its our friendship snapping shut
Or am I just a silly chook?
Equals.
A dog and a man
Stand side by side
As equals.
Just as they are
Until the man
Decides he is better
And looks right down
His filthy nose
At the animal beside him
He gets out his stick
And his whip
And he hits
Oh, how he hits
The dog cowers
And cowers
It remembers a time
When man and dog
Stood side by side
As equals
He thinks it will come again
So he trusts
That his master
Will come right
So faithfully
He stands side by side
With his master
And in his dreams
They are equals.
Sticks and stones
You call me names
I stick out my chin
They cant hurt me
For the time being
At night
The reality shocks me
And my pillow is my handkerchief
For broken hearts
Out friendship has disintegrated
Torn thread from thread
But I carry on
Sticks and stones,
Sticks and stones.
The next day
You ignore me
The silence is the harshest
At least before
You were talking
That night
My pillowcase is my friend
I wish you were again
But I must carry on
Sticks and stones,
Sticks and stones.
Youve taken the bond
That lay between me and you
And lets not forget
The happiness
You turn your closest friends
The soft gooey mixture
melts in my mouth
not quite cooked yet
I put it back in the oven
but already I long for more
the delicious apple cake
has been long in the making
but I know
that it wont take long
to finish off
my stomach grumbles
my mouth salivates
its nearly ready
I smell that cake smell
I take it deep in
to keep it on occasions
when I have no food
as good as this
its out!
But still
The icing is to be done
Perfectly scraped over
Ready to eat
I nibble delicately
At the thin bottom
Absolutely
Scrumptious
I work my way upwards
Gorging like a pig
And save the best for last
The icing
Is still soft
Brilliant
To die, I think, would be an interesting experience. Not the physical act of dying, to be sure, but the absolution of the final word. The final blink. The last breath, snatched from our lips, always sooner than we would like. None of us know, of course, what death is like. None have lived to tell the tale. Yet what a relief it must be, from the constant task of existing, that is all we have ever known. To be nothing. To feel nothing, is unimaginable, but somehow, so desirable. Us mere mortals can do naught but wait, and wait for Death to choos his moment. Though we are all followed by the shadow that is indeed Death, there is one thingwe can
The wolves loped long and fast through the dark night, escaping an unseen predator. Winter was arriving, chilling everything in its path. The wolves had to run, or die of cold and starvation. Every so often they stopped, their breath coming out in quick, short pants, their tongues lolling. They would rest here, winter or no winter. The lead female, Delita, was pregnant with yet another batch of pups. The lead male, Kuma, would not leave her behind. She had already borne to him two litters of healthy pups, and he was sure she could do so again. She lay, panting inside a hollow. She allowed no-one to enter. At last, from outside, they heard the
The usual morning birds chirps were gone. The scampering of hedgehogs over their curfew. Gone. All because of the change of seasons. Kuma stood warily as a rustle outside the hollow woke him. His hackles rose, his ears went back, his blue and brown eyes rolling, showing their whites. His hair stood on end. No wolf of his pack would approach the hollow while they were resting, they knew better than that. He rose Delita, and started to push Kiana behind him. He growled, and waited to see what sort of beast would dare enter his sleeping place.
Kuma saw the nose first, then the muzzle. A stranger wolf, nosing into his den. He leapt, clawed and b
Candyfloss
I watch it eagerly
Waiting for the machine
To start is whirring
Once more
I lick my lips
And wait in ecstasy
Waiting for that brilliant moment
When it is ready
Finally
It is here
They give it to me
I snatch it greedily
And gaze at it
I must savour it
This pink delicacy
Is a rare, yummy treat
I put a bit in my mouth
Then a bit more
Then a bit more
Until the candyfloss
Is no more
And then only
The plastic bag
Of this scrumptious treat
Is thrown away
I sigh
And resume my place in line
Some people look
Some people stare
I snap at them
And move my walker forwards
By Booyakashin
The Dance
The floor vibrates around me
Music pulses through the room
It seems as though
The hotel floor
Breathes
In the beat of the music
I trot in
Nervous
I make my way over to the Rangi table
I greet others
Give a high-pitched giggle
And put my bag down
I sauntered up to the dance floor
Not embarrassed
As long
As my friends
Are right there
Dancing along
With me
I smile
As the chicken song comes on
I duck and bobble
Clap and twirl
I return to the table
And gratefully buy a Pepsi
It cools me down immediately
I revisit the dance floor
And sit in my lonely corner
A boy comes along
I freeze
Please no…
I don't wan
Broccoli
A miniature tree
Stands before me
I screw up my nose
At the portion
Of the disgusting
Yet apparently healthy
Piece of broccoli that has been put
Onto my plate
I stare at my mother
There must be a mistake
I like no broccoli
I start a tantrum
They ignore me
I throw some food
They ignore me
I yell like a lunatic
Again
They ignore me
I imagine
Shrinking down
To the size
Of the broccoli
I shut my eyes and imagine
I approach the tree
And touch it with my hand
Eww…
Still the same
Disgusting
Broccoli
Open my eyes
Reverting to normal size
And feign surprise
At something out the window
When they look away
I s
Kuma rose, and started to show Siler all of the other wolves, which had risen from the scuffle. They sat, waiting to see what had happened. Kuma walked slowly past the tan brother and sister; Golan and Lika. Then the pure white female; Lieda. They then saw the grey pair, a male and a female; Lesita the female and the bear-like Fang. Kuma and Delita, and of course Kiana were the only blacks of the pack.
He gazed proudly at his pack. Siler seemed to be asking a question.
"Pardon?" asked Delita.
Siler clawed his muzzle, frustrated, and motioned with his head, first at himself, then at the pack. He repeated this motion over and over till Kuma
Name: Faelamor
Gender: Mare-Female
Age: 30
Breed: Mustang
Colour: Buckskin
Markings: Winding Stripe up front legs of markings- like, weird symbols or something
Mane and tail: Cream
Horn/Wings: Horn is deep blue. Wings are buckskin too.
Power: Healer. Prefers natural ways, e.g. plants to magical ways though
Eyes: Hazel
Hooves: Black
Personality: Is kind to the hurt and sensitive, but will be strict when it comes to healing and keeping safe. She becomes very scared when someone she loves is in danger, and vents It through anger unconsciously.
Extra: Nothing
History: Wandered away from herd in search of a certain plant that grows
Name: Ghashad
Gender: Stallion
Age: 25-human years
Breed: Anglo-Arab
Colour: Black
Markings: None
Mane and tail: Black
Horn/Wings: Black
Power: Can walk through things
Eyes: Multi-colour
Hooves: White
Personality: Cold and apparently ruthless but is very trustworthy if you can gain his trust.
Extra: Eyes change colour according to mood
History: Has been used by his herd to do things after his mother died, and was unable to protect him. He was young, and defenceless. He left after realizing why he was doing stuff for them, and has not wanted to be in a herd until now. He misses the company.
Name: Rael
Gender: Stallion-male
Age: 10
Breed: Arabian
Colour: Chestnut
Markings: 4 White socks, a white stripe from nostrils to tail-going under him- and strange runes on his legs
Mane and tail: Black
Horn/Wings: Wings are chestnut with black feathers; Horn is black with strange runes indented in his horn as if it were carved.
Power: Can make plants grow and flourish
Eyes: One black, one white. White eye is blind
Hooves: Front left and back right white. Back left and front right black.
Personality: He does not kno much of kindness and love, and was brought up having to defend himself. He is quick to anger and quick to cool. He i
Current Residence: who knows??? Favourite genre of music: classical rock Favourite photographer: C.R Favourite style of art: hm... MP3 player of choice: ipod-any Shell of choice: hmmm.... pretty ones Wallpaper of choice: green Skin of choice: my own, thankyou very much Favourite cartoon character: Rafiki Personal Quote: Love stinks..... but everything else smells even worse
Favourite Visual Artist
many people
Favourite Movies
Fight Club, History Boys
Favourite TV Shows
Friends
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
The Fratellis, George Thorogood and The Delaware Destroyers, Brad Paisley
Favourite Books
Many. All of them
Favourite Games
Monopoly. Fo sho.
Favourite Gaming Platform
PS2
Tools of the Trade
ink from pens..?
Other Interests
hockey, sleeping, tv, chocolate, computers and books
Hey everyone. I have decided to plunge myself back into the addictive world of DA. Hopefully for a while. I'd really REALLY love to roleplay with someone!!!
feels good to be back :giggle:
stolen from ~Leadmare (https://www.deviantart.com/leadmare)
Will you answer every question honestly?
- mhhmm
Have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high?
- nope!
Have you ever punched anyone in the face?
- yesh
Do you miss anything or anyone?
- of course
What makes you laugh no matter what?
- .......my friends.
Who was the last person you talked to?
- my personal stalker, believe it or not
What do you dislike at the moment?
- many things.
HARDER:
Do you think it is bad to have sex at your age?
- It depends how mature you are, and if it is safe.
Will you get married?
- eventually. maybe, if anyone will take me!
Will you be doing drugs in the near